i hate it!!

i hate not being in control of how i feel. i hate feeling helpless and seeing something happen before my eyes and not being able to do a thing about it. i hate getting hurt. i hate being unable to forget something eventhough i have forgiven. i hate it!!!!

Over.....

whoa guess wot my interact club 1st joint international understanding day with the interact club of subang utama n smk ss17 iz finally over after all the planning since d beginning of the year....kinda sad coz i won't be able 2 work with my 3 i.u directorz whu happend to be all galz n it wuz great fun workin with themwell preparin the 1st joint international understanding day at first it wuz easy n all till we encountered many obsticles that we had 2 face...but in d end we still did manage to have our i.u day n suprisingly not in skool but in prime college auditorium..at 1st in d beginning it started with juz 3 organizing chairpersons till i volunteered myself to be the organizing secretaryfor the event n i wuz the 1 helpin my 3 bosses out in basically everythin which wuz a great experience 4 me thanx galz..but neway through out the preparation 4 i.u i oso wuz about 2 breakdown bcoz of d pressure dat i had 2 face preparin the letterz,gettin the attendantz 4 invited skoolz & guest n etc but in d end i stand strong n continued helpin out my bosses n i did not give up!! so that wuz realli kewl..on d day of the i.u, we encountered some minor problemz but the 3 i.u directorz n i manage 2 resolve the problem as fast as possible n not 4gettin the help from our 3 prezidentz li ming,yue mei & adeline...after the i.u few of d committee memberz n sum of d b.o.d helped clean the hall before goin bak or we'll be fined...so to those who had helped clean up on behalf of d 3 i.u directorz n myself we would like 2 thank each n evry1 of u....so i guess datz about it frm me n overall i'm realli gonna miss workin with the 3 i.u directorz my charliez angelz 'kononnya' la hahaha!!

Horror Tuesday!!

well 2day wuz my 1st movie marathon day although only watched 3 moviez...but d fun part wuz watchin it with my sis,ken sing n hon meng...n of corse everytime whenz there'z me,hon meng n ken sing with a movie PIZZA iz a MUST lolx...so ordered Dominoz but so happen he came late n i got a free voucher how cool iz dat hahahaha..actually i planned 2 hold him bak if he had cum earlier lolx but newayz still got d voucher soo hahaha!!well d movie we watched 4 d day wuz the ring 2,boogeyman & mean girlzz.....mean girlzzz wuz HOT ecspecially lindsay lohannewayz afta d movie went online n basically we were kacauin diz frenz of ourz who hav migrated over 2 ozzy but our convo with our webcamz on wuz well funni hahaha!! well really enjoyed myself 2day,really had loadz of fun hahah...so neway i think datz bout it 4 diz blog so l8azz!