Lost

i have no idea what iz wrong with me for the past few monthz...am i facing a change that'z making people not to like me in a certain way or what?? i realli realli don't know who i am these dayz..one of my friend told me that i'm less caring then before is this true? but on the other hand if people think of me that way, i guess it'z maybe because i've been sooo caring last time but all i get in return was just not what i expected & right now why should i care alot when what i get iz just sadnezz n shit...gosh!! sometimez i feel that itz alwayz about them & never about me..i just hope someday they could just get that into their headz i mean hey i've done my part as a friend & all but don't you think i deserve better? i really just can't imagine that i've been in a fight with A & KS this year & more over it'z just the beginning of the year..izzit me or izzit because they are just being selfish & all?? seriously i'm realli lost in this...friendz tell me to take it easy & all but i just don't know how...& yes i keep tellin people this but i myself can't even handle it..gosh now i know how my other friendz feel..crappinezzz!! now in my mind itz just tellin me to move on & just forget about the past & start fresh but i don't know wheter is it possible for me to do it...the mind iz tellin me but my actionz can be different..oh well in an overall i'm just lost...friendz or anybody who haz any comment or advice for me..just drop me a line or two at d tagboard or the comment thingy....

Dayzzz

well i'm back to post again...n yes i know i don't really update my blog regularly but hey what can i say i'm not really much of a frequent blogger like some of my friendzzz..well anyway going into todayz post...last friday was a total blast for me..immortel prom nite ROCKED!! the click five performed dat nite & guess what i've got 1 of their guitar pick'z thanx 2 my sis whu got two pickz & gave me one..lucki shit!!but anyway i also had pictures wit 1 of the emcee of the night who happen 2 be joey g from channel V...n d bomb was i met vj sarah tan & she wasss superrrr hot..too bad i couldn't get a picture taken with her because she wass super busy that night but hey at least i managed to talk 2 her before goin up stage hehehe...anyway after the prom,went bak to kl sentral the worst part was my sis n i missed the last train back to subang dumbnezz!! i thought stupid ktm back to subang will be around 11 sumthing but little dat i know the last train was at 10.14p.m. sheeesh!!but nvm in the end we took the last LRT train back to taman bahagia & my dad came to get us...thank goodnezz!! i wonder what will happen if me had missed the LRT train as well...gosh stranded in kl sentral..okay enough bout friday...so moving on to the weekendz..well on saturday & sunday,david & i worked at nokia in sungei wang promoting the all new nokia 3250 muahaha...n yess i got to keep the phone for 4 dayz from friday-monday hehe..but anyway i've got alot of experience while working with nokia for the past 2 dayz...it haz really broaden my knowledge on customer service & etc. which iz all good n yess i manage to sell 2 nokia 3250 phonez in a day which was considered good said my dealer cause this was my first job woohooo!! unfortunately david didn't manage to sell any phonez but hey he still did a great job in promoting...anyway after work on saturday,david and i decided to go for supper soo we ended up at some mamak opposite of berjaya timez square but after mamaking i still felt hungry & i decided maybe why don't drop by the 'pasar malam' near david'z house to get some food..soo anyway we hopped onto a bus & we went...after lepaking around..time flied by n omgosh it was already 11 & i'm not home..i was sooo screwed for that....n yes eventually i got screwed by the parentz n all but hey i had fun muahaha..i didn't know kay elle was damn fun..n i can officially say dat i'm a kay elle boi now haha..alrite here come'z sunday n oh gawd horrible i say!! after work...david n i only ended up havin 5 bux in total..n we we're wondering how on earth are we goin to get back home...we went to look for david'z couzinz who were working at lot 10 but unfortunately they both already went home..so other alternatif was to call my good abang lit fwu to come save us from that misery...but while waiting for him to come david & i started taking pozer pix while chilling by sum place infront of LOT 10..well i think it'z official that u can call us KL town pozerz which now replaces pozerz inc.muahahaha!!...okay neway back to lit fwu soooo thank goodnezz he came BUT i still went bak home late n more over i missed the train back to subang AGAIN!! lit fwu was suppose to fetch me to kl sentral to get the train BUT unfortunately my genius abang had 2 miss the turning which made me end up at bandar tasik selatan station stranded there when i found out the train had already left...so in the end i took a star lrt all the way to masjid jamek & then hop on to a putra n travelled all the way back to taman bahagia where my dad was waiting for me..n yes i return home late again sigh!! but anyway it was a fun experience anyway lolx...but the best part of sunday was me n david havin the total of 5 bux in cash...how sad was dat!! so people here'z an advice pleazeeeeeeeeeee spend your money wisely or suffer the consequences!!okay done with the post about the weekendz...so back to college where the weekdayz hav begun...after 2 weekz of holidayz college started & the 1st day wasn't dat bad..it started off crappy coz i wasn't used to wake up 6 sumthin in the mornin durin the holidayz but oh welll lookz like i just havto live with it till i finish my semester 1 endz...well i guess datz about it for todayz pozt..so happy reading!! - kl town pozerz rock -

Changes...

well i'm back to blog again..kinda bored right now soo hey why not juz blog...anywayz by looking at the title for the post i guess pretty much u'll expect how emo this blog will be sigh...well changes has happen lately for me ecspecially & it'z only been 4 monthz since high skool ended..hon meng'z in sunway college now doing he'z MUFY course,daniel'z finally in nottingham university after bummin around for almost 3 monthz,ken sing well he'z on hiz own now & not forgetting me..i'm pretty much the same i guess,still known as feha soya,pozer & etc..but these dayz i've stop pozing for awhile simply because don't really have that pozing spark anymore(i know i know don't be shocked by this friendzz) but hey i mean it'z for the better rite...don't have to alwayz see me goin around pozing & stuff lolx...but oh well time fliez & maybe sumtimez changez happenz..anyway although time realli flies but hey at least this year i finally bumped into 3 new friendzz who are just simply the best(okay dun kembang k)...david,larry & mun tat(a.k.a cinatongkangz)...feelz like being in feha back in the old dayzz but juz dat diz time itz the all brand new feha..for my original feha well i guess itz just me,mengz & danz for now but i'm soo afraid dat when time juz goes by the original feha might juz have me..but hey i mean sometimez people just gotta get on with life & live with it...to me sometimez changes can be all good but sometimez it can also be all sucki & crap aihz...anywayz i guess thatz about it for this blog coz i don't realli wanna crap too much for this entry...so from me happy reading & l8az!!

Beginning of the holiday....

well my holiday haz juz begun & sooo far itz been all good...well on friday the best part was,my math teacher wuz absent soo i ended college an hour earlier..met up with lit fwu for lunch & afta lunch a game of pool & foosball...afta the game wuz actualli deciding to head on home but lit fwu n he'z frenz asked me to come along & play badminton so im like hey wot the heck itz the beginning of my holiday & i should be enjoyin myself muahaha...so we all went to sum badminton court near sum highway but before that we ended up at sum badminton court behind the market which was close coz of Taylorz business skool examz saddenin...but nvm at least we still manage 2 play juz dat it'z sumwhere else...afta badminton,lit fwu fetched me bak home(thanx bro) coz it was FAR away from my house & more over it was rainin that day..so anyway the next day,saturday...me,my sis & david ended up at mid valley...i really pity david coz he was waiting for us for almost an hour sorryyyyy man...but anyway afta we arrived ate lunch at little penang cafe & went up to the movie to buy the ticketz for the show when a stranger calls(dumb show)...n yessss sheryl decided to come along after D.U'z I.U day...it wassss sooo hard to get the tickets for the show as there loads of people lining up to buy movie ticketz...but anyway at least we manage to get the ticketz & also good seatz & the best part was the tickets for the show was selling like hot cakez...soo i felt soo lucki that we actualli got the tickets phewww!!afta buyin the ticketz,as usual la david wantz to buy doughnutz & bring inside the cinema tooo eat soo we had to goooo alllllll the way down from the movies just to buy doughnutz...nvm nvm i also bought in the end coz if we buy 5 free 1 & more over it was cheap soo like wot the heck juz buy oni hahaha...afta gettin doughnutz,while goin bak up for the movie we bump into arafat who was also goin 4 a movie with he'z bud'z but too bad we were not watchin the same movie...before we entered the cinema,we all decided to buy popcorn coz david say the doughnutz iz not enough & im like whoaaaa...entered the cinema,settled down & we saw 3 galz wearin skool uniform enterin the cinema...david,sheryl,kim n me started laughin n sheryl said i think they muz be from kuen cheng & SOOOoOO happen they ended up sittin next to me ohh great & sure enough sheryl'z assumption was right they were from kuen cheng hahaha...good 1 ryl LOLX!! but thank goodnezz they were all quiet unlike the 2 galz who were infront of me who were screamin their headz off when it wasnt DAT scary muahaha...david who was sittin nxt 2 kim n sheryl was like omg hahaha coz kim n sheryl screamed but it wasn't dat bad hahaha...n david apparently said that sheryl haz sum sound effectz when the scary part happenz lolx...everytime there was a scary scene me n david will sure to have something to eat i wonder why hahaha...but anyway afta the movie,we went to starbuckz to chill out while waiting for the parentz...& after sooooo long i finally get to meet up wit andre n my jinjang buddie marcus...itz been ages!! afta chillin,david followed me n my sis along with my parentz for dinner coz soo happen i was going to my grand auntz house which was near hez house...afta dinner,send david back home & went to my grandaunt'z house...gosh her dog izzzz cute & playful!!! anyway after spending time there,went back home n as usual online online online & afta dat sleep sleep sleep muahaha!! welll basically although there were not many ppl who went to mid valley today but hey i had fun...itz 10 timez better den stayin at home doing nothing or sleepin lolx...anyway i guess datz about it for this blog soo happy reading...

Take Me Away

I cannot find a way to describe it
It's there inside ,all I do is hide
I wish that it would just go away
What would you do, you do, if you knew
What would you do,

All the pain I thought I knew
All my thoughts lead back to you
Back to what was never said
Back and forth inside my head
I can't handle this confusion
I'm unable,come and take me away

I feel like I am all alone
All by myself I need to get around it
My words are cold, I don't want them to hurt you
If I show you, I don't think you'd understand
Cause no one understands........